Yes, I Have PTSD and I'm a Child of God: With Christ, All Things Are Possible

Yes, I Have PTSD and I'm a Child of God: With Christ, All Things Are Possible

 

In the tranquil hours of the morning, as dawn brushes the horizon with strokes of gold and crimson, there is a moment where the world seems to pause—a fleeting instance that feels almost divine. For those living with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), these moments of peace can be both rare and profoundly significant. My journey as a Christian grappling with PTSD has been fraught with challenges, yet it has also been illuminated by a steadfast belief: with Christ, all things are possible.

 

The Shadow of Trauma

PTSD is often misconstrued as a condition exclusive to veterans or first responders, but the truth is more inclusive and complex. Trauma does not discriminate; it can emerge from myriad sources and leave indelible marks on anyone, including the faithful. My own PTSD stems from experiences that shattered my sense of safety and normalcy, leaving me to navigate a world that suddenly seemed fraught with triggers and shadows.

 

The symptoms of PTSD—flashbacks, severe anxiety, uncontrollable thoughts about the traumatic event—can feel like a relentless storm. For a long time, I wrestled with these manifestations, feeling as if I were a ship adrift at sea, battered by wave after unyielding wave. The isolation that often accompanies PTSD compounded my suffering, creating a chasm between me and those I loved, between my reality and their perceptions.

 

Finding Refuge in Faith

In the throes of my darkest moments, I turned to my faith. Christianity has always been a cornerstone of my existence, shaping my values and guiding my actions. Yet, it was in the depths of my struggle with PTSD that I truly understood the magnitude of Christ’s promise: "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" (Philippians 4:13).

 

This verse became my mantra, a source of strength when the path ahead seemed insurmountable. It reminded me that my battle with PTSD was not a journey I had to undertake alone. Christ was with me, in the turbulence and in the calm, offering solace and strength. Through prayer and meditation, I found moments of reprieve, and in scripture, I found a blueprint for resilience.

I start my day by thanking God for another day he has given me. I read a daily Bible verses and ask God for guidance.

 

The Power of Community

Another crucial aspect of my healing has been the Christian community. Trinity Lutheran church became more than a place of worship; it was a sanctuary where I could be open about my struggles without fear of judgment. Fellow believers offered prayers, support, and understanding, embodying Christ’s teachings of love and compassion.

 

Furthermore, the church provided resources that were instrumental in my recovery. Pastoral counseling, support groups, and faith-based therapy offered not just spiritual guidance but practical strategies to manage my symptoms. These interventions helped bridge the gap between medical treatment and spiritual support, creating a holistic approach to healing.

 

Embracing a New Dawn

Living with PTSD is an ongoing journey, one that requires patience, perseverance, and faith. It has taught me that healing is not a linear process but a series of ebbs and flows, victories and setbacks. Through it all, my faith has been a beacon, guiding me towards a future where my identity is not defined by trauma but enriched by overcoming it.

 

For anyone struggling with PTSD, remember that you are not alone. You are a child of God, and with Christ, all things are possible. Your journey might be fraught with challenges, but it is also filled with potential for growth and renewal. Embrace your faith, seek support, and know that each new day is a testament to your strength and God’s enduring love.

 

In conclusion, yes, I have PTSD, but I am also a child of God. With Christ, I have found the strength to face each day, to heal, and to help others find their way out of the shadows.

My wife and children are extremely supportive of me.

 For with Christ, truly, all things are possible.